My first blog.....!! Why do I want to blog?? I guess because I've always enjoyed writing. It is nice to sit down with a big cup of coffee and reflect on things you might otherwise brush to the side. Soo as much as I would love for people to read my blog I'm really doing it for myself. Ill start this blog off with what I'm passionate about. As any good mother I am passionate about my children. I have two beautiful boys to which I love to the moon and back. I also would like to mention my child in heaven. Paisley Arlene was born in 2007 and I was able to spend 3 months with her before she passed of SIDS. Sometimes my time with her seems like a dream. I'm passionate about being an advocate for children and adults with special needs. Gavin has taught me this. My older son having Down Syndrome has molded me into who I am today. Teaching me so much more about life and the true meaning of unconditional love. Since I have not mentioned Noah, my younger son, in depth I will(It would only be fair) He is an amazing little 3 year old that makes me laugh everyday. His curiosity for life reminds me of how great the world can be. I look forward to my boys growing and learning from one another. I love to write, I'm currently writing a book. I tend to stray away from it when my schedule gets busy but I always make my way back to it...Who knows maybe Ill be a BEST SELLER one day. I enjoy playing soccer and I enjoy going to school. YES I enjoy school. It is adult time for me. You get back what you give in and I apply myself 100% to school and I love the accomplishments I have made so far. I begin CSUSM in the fall. I also should mention that I have an amazing husband. He has taken on role of Dad for our two boys and supports me in every way. Well I'm pretty sure I've made my life sound AMAZING...Truth is I've dealt with just as many lows as I have highs...I tend to use the hand I was dealt and make the best of it.